Beloved you must realize that you are inherently blessed by the Divine and you are still in the process of healing yourself and learning how to manifest the dreams you desire to see come true.
You may have to change routines, bad habits. and you may also be required to put more energy or money into the ideal you want to build. Be creative!
Journaling daily may help you with seeing the bigger picture and ideas will flow to you with much more ease. Pen to paper could be the magick missing in unfolding your dreams.
Be open to suggestions and change and be patient beloved. You are doing great and you will reach that which you dream of!
Enjoy the journey!